Conclusions

At church today we talked about how not being yourself and living to please others can rob you of your joy. I realized maybe that's the biggest part of my problem. I haven't been living according to who God created ME to be! Of course I still don't fully know what that is, but I do know that I spend a lot of effort doing what I think others want or expect from me. I spend entirely too much time worrying about what others think of me.
So from now on I am gong to concentrate on what I do know to be the truth and go from there. I know who I am in God's eyes and I know that he uses anybody as long as they are willing to be used, and not because of their capabilities.
I may still be "crazy" but that keeps life fun!
So here's to enjoying all the tomorrows that God will bless me with! :)